Words.. They are powerful in many ways.. Written and spoken.. Sometimes they are hurtful and sometimes they can put you on top of the world, depending on a certain mood. I am even guilty of it too. I say thigns I don't mean, and later regret them. I never used to be this way, and I hate that I've come to do this.
How does your heart recover from such things? Is it just a defense mechanism? I know that I spend alot of time thinking and exploring both of those questions for myself, and I come up with so many answers, and no way to figure it out. I wrack my brain, and clean out every corner of it, trying to find some way to just get rid of this, and stop defending myself for it and from it.
I know that I CAN bite my tongue, I do it all so often; So what's difference? Why can't I do it when I need to!? I'm hurt, and I lash out. I don't want that anymore.. I don't want to hurt, and have to do that..
I pray for healing and peace in my heart, and in my home. I pray for the healing power to devour my marriage, life, home and family, and simply open all our eyes to the gifts that God is bringing us daily.
I pray that we don't let ourselves become our worst enemy, but the person who brings us up, and closer to God, Himself. I pray that all the people who hurt, and feel anything like this, know that God loves, listens, and heals, and He is and always will be there for you.
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